Oops, I almost said Friday. Think I'm just tired. Going to bed as soon as I post here and my other blog. I'm still working at formulating plans for the rest of the year - at least the plans that aren't weight loss related. I've already formulated the plan to lose weight. It's called follow the challenge rules.
Anyway, today I made up for yesterday's 1300 calories by getting less than 1000. I'm just too tired to be very hungry. Dinner was 2 eggs over easy with toast from lite bread and a bit of butter.
I have mixed feelings about my results for tomorrow. Hopefully they know what's wrong with me tomorrow. Otherwise, I don't know how long I'll have to wait. If nothing's wrong and my thyroid is what they consider normal, she may give me a small dose of synthroid. I tried to get a response out of her because I really don't think I'm anemic or sick. I could be wrong, Lord only knows I'm not perfect. Not even close. She at least understood my frustration with doing everything 'right' and some weeks only losing 1 lb.
CSI tonight made me miss Daddy. I haven't even been back to NY since the funeral. On the anniversary of his death, my sister put flowers on his grave, and took a picture of it, but that's not the same. His birthday just passed, and I feel guilty that I let the day slip by. Usually, I post something on my other blog wishing him a happy birthday. It was a dear friend's birthday the day after Daddy's, and I let that slip by as well. I've just been so self-absorbed lately. If you're reading this, D, hope your birthday was something special even with fighting with the kids and the wife. And Daddy, wherever you are, I love you and miss you.
Time for sleep. Laterness and g'night.
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