Well, I started this post last night thinking about a few things I was going through 20 years ago that I needed to get aired out so I could finally put everything behind me.
Then things got worse today. I've fallen into a deep dark hole.
I have to move back to Oklahoma, there's no 2 ways about it.
Why is a long story. Whether I'll see my family again before my nephew is 18 is a question. I couldn't make it for my grandfather's wake, my uncle's funeral, my grandmother's funeral.... now I don't know if I'll ever see my family again.
Guess that's just how life is going to go for me. From one sucky situation to another.
Please excuse me while I go cry some more. I can't even get my makeup on to go to Michael's. I'm going to have to stop crying so I can get it on. I have to put on a mask and pretend everything is okay.
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